"I’m addicted to the feeling of someone’s arms around me."
"If life were fair, we would be fucking each other senseless right about now"
"One of the cruelest things you can do to another person is pretend you care about them more than you really do."
today, my school hosted an exhibit for suicide awareness day. the exhibit included 1,100 backpacks in representation of the number of lives that are lost to mental illness each year on college campuses. many of these backpacks were donated by the families that lost loved ones and had their stories attached. i’m so proud of my school for bringing attention to such a serious issue.
this matters so much.
"Everyone has a 2am and a 2pm personality. I’m more interested in the monster you become at 2am rather than the human being you pretend to be at 2pm."
When people treat you like they don’t care, believe them.
Let her run free
Don’t do this again
If she wanted you
She would have listened
To the things you weren’t saying
Let her be free
She’s only starting her life
Don’t think about it
Let your heart heal
Just be yourself
But if it’s meant to be
It will be
|French Friend:||well, the total cost of me going to Med school is about 406 a year -
|French Friend:||Um, no. 406 Euro. It sounds a little high but it covers the cost of my textbooks, extra classes and most of my housing. How much is it for you?
I’m so tired of being sad.
I’m so tired of being in love with the wrong one.
I want someone who doesn’t want to rush into getting married, I wouldn’t mind starting to date after a day, but I don’t want to get married right away, I want everyone to look at us and be like I wish I had a best friend like that, and then them realize we are lovers when they look a little closer, I want our friends to be like ‘when are you guys getting married it’s been five years already’ when it’s actually been 8, and I want them to get jealous when they see we are completely happy, and don’t have to put a title on it to continue being cute and romantic. I want someone who doesn’t want to have kids right away, I want to wait to adopt or carry because I think too many people rush into having kids when they are still children themselves. I want to finish med school and travel and spend all of our Money traveling to small towns in Europe and eating things we can’t say in Japan. I want someone who went to college, not because I think having a degree is important, because I don’t think that at all, I just want someone who is hungry to learn, and doesn’t want to stop learning, I want them to love my random World War II facts that I can talk about for hours and hours. I don’t want to be that lesbian stereotype America has found that lives paycheck to paycheck and make jointly less than 17,xxx a year. I want someone who can take care of herself and the children if anything happens to me, I want that for her, so if she ever feels she has to leave she can, I don’t want our two salaries barely keeping us afloat, so when the economy and our marriage worsens and she feels trapped, I want her to know she is always free to leave. I want someone who wants to travel and I mean, we have money in the bank lets just buy tickets and we will figure the rest out when we get there. I want someone who wants to paint, even if we both suck so bad it hurts, but we do it anyway. I want someone who wants to drink wine by the fire at a cabin in the winter by the river just in the next state. I want someone who will say ‘fuck my job it sucks, let’s job hunt some where new’. I want someone who doesn’t want to settle down, I want someone who doesn’t want to get stuck in the same old town hanging with the same old crowd. I want someone who will listen to me destroy medical opinions and political stands over a cup of coffee, but I also want someone who will let me be a little kid, and not hold me to my educational status, or the title of my job, I want someone who lets me be a fool on my birthday, and will fly cross country to see my favorite team play their first game of the season, I want someone I can cook for, and play guitar for, I want someone I can watch the stars with, I want someone who doesn’t understand me, but knows I mean well, I want someone who can hear me out when I’m upset, with them or myself. And hugs me at the end. I want someone. →
I want someone who doesn’t want to rush into getting married, I wouldn’t mind starting to date after a day, but I don’t want to get married right away, I want everyone to look at us and be like I wish I had a best friend like that, and then them realize we are lovers when they look a little…